okay so this is getting WAY out of hand! i cant deal with this anymore, you have taken this to a whole new level. you dont even know me yet youre in love with me. how is that possible? please explain that to me. how can you be in love with somebody you have never met? you talk about how we're going to date when i move back and how we'll be the "perfect couple". no im sorry it doesnt just work like that. i have a boyfriend i want and plan to keep. and even if i wasnt going out with him i wouldnt go out with you because; one, you live all the way in cali and two, if my best friend doesnt want me to go out with someone then i wont. shes the one who knows you, like actually knows you. i have never met you and i dont see it happening anytime soon. i dont know what you keep thinking? that someday ill show up out of the blue? this is reality not youre wildest dreams. im cinderella but you are not my prince charming now why is that so hard for you to understand. its just a simple concept you need to grasp.
H&B::F&A
taylorbam:)
My life is WAY different from yours, we might have simalarities, but our lives are nowhere near close to being simalar. You think you got problems? Well we all do. think yours are "different"? well we all get the same problems, they just happen in different ways.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
PERFECTION
ive created another blog i want you guys to follow along with this one. its called perfection.
heres the link::
http://bamsfantasy.blogspot.com/
heres the link::
http://bamsfantasy.blogspot.com/
Monday, December 7, 2009
all i want for chistmas is...
my christmas list::
in general i want an iTouch, Couture Couture by Juicy Couture, clothes, and MONEY$$$
best friends: idk something best friends would get best friends
random friends: idk something random friends would get random friends
boyfriend: flowers (roses), Juicy Couture necklace(or heart lock and key necklace)
relatives: iTunes money, gift cards, and the expensive stuff my friends wont get me
mom: another boxer [ i love you Ging. RIP]
haha im not expect this...its just a wish list
H&B::F&A
taylorbam:)
p.s. and santa i want socks!
in general i want an iTouch, Couture Couture by Juicy Couture, clothes, and MONEY$$$
best friends: idk something best friends would get best friends
random friends: idk something random friends would get random friends
boyfriend: flowers (roses), Juicy Couture necklace(or heart lock and key necklace)
relatives: iTunes money, gift cards, and the expensive stuff my friends wont get me
mom: another boxer [ i love you Ging. RIP]
haha im not expect this...its just a wish list
H&B::F&A
taylorbam:)
p.s. and santa i want socks!
my LOVELY (<-sarcasm) day
well today was a very interesting day.
-go to school read my book talk to my friends and bf
-1st period read my book and listened to mrs wood complain
-see fried rice and my biffel
-2nd talk to ashley nicole lauren and victoria in fashion marketing
-3rd read book in theatre
-meet bf and walk tater to class
-4a go eat lunch with sethykins and alex and david
-4b meet up wit marissa and find out info abt my bf that i would have rather him told me
-meet up with friends walked away from bf
-5th cried and talked to luis and miguel abt the sitch
-go meet friends and bf, talk to bf abt it
-6th talked to matt, david, taylor, nick, and sara in physics
-met up wit friends, no bf
-7th played monopoly, beat garrison
-went outside to spot with friends, walk to bus, got home ate popcorn and got here.
H&B::F&A
taylorbam:)
-go to school read my book talk to my friends and bf
-1st period read my book and listened to mrs wood complain
-see fried rice and my biffel
-2nd talk to ashley nicole lauren and victoria in fashion marketing
-3rd read book in theatre
-meet bf and walk tater to class
-4a go eat lunch with sethykins and alex and david
-4b meet up wit marissa and find out info abt my bf that i would have rather him told me
-meet up with friends walked away from bf
-5th cried and talked to luis and miguel abt the sitch
-go meet friends and bf, talk to bf abt it
-6th talked to matt, david, taylor, nick, and sara in physics
-met up wit friends, no bf
-7th played monopoly, beat garrison
-went outside to spot with friends, walk to bus, got home ate popcorn and got here.
H&B::F&A
taylorbam:)
Sunday, December 6, 2009
wow i really need to come on here more often
so my friends are not being very supportive of my decisions. i dont blame them after everything that has happened, but still.
once more im having boyfriend complications. it seems as though i have entered into the horrible off-and-on releationship with matt. we have already broken up 3 times. the first two times i broke up with him and the third (if you can count it) he broke up with me.
okay so let me fill you in on everything::
one day we were staying after school and our friend caleb was like lets go to improv club. so we went and thats were me and matt met. i originally liked alan and then somehow me and matt started texting a lot and he started to like me. then we started hanging out [kinda] a lot and then he started liking me more and i kinda liked him [not a lot] but i guess enough to give him a chance.
the first time he wasnt even acting like a boyfriend. we didnt even hold hands no one even thought we were going out. and thats why i broke up with him. he wanted a second chance so i gave him one. it was november 6th. we went out for 3 weeks and then i broke up with him because, well because he said something that really freaked me out and i didnt know what to do and i cut and run. i realize that now that was a bad idea and i wish i didnt break up with him in the first place. on december 3 i asked him if i could this time have a second chance. he said yes then three or so hours later he broke up with me. i honestly was hurt, becuase this time i really wanted to try to make it work and i dint plan on breaking up with him for a stupid reason. he told me he wanted the weekend to think about it and i said that that was okay. so today [sunday dec 6] he told me that he wanted to give it another shot. so now were going back out:) and its ironic because its still the 6th. we've basically gone out for a month now so we might as well still go by november 6...but idk.
once more im having boyfriend complications. it seems as though i have entered into the horrible off-and-on releationship with matt. we have already broken up 3 times. the first two times i broke up with him and the third (if you can count it) he broke up with me.
okay so let me fill you in on everything::
one day we were staying after school and our friend caleb was like lets go to improv club. so we went and thats were me and matt met. i originally liked alan and then somehow me and matt started texting a lot and he started to like me. then we started hanging out [kinda] a lot and then he started liking me more and i kinda liked him [not a lot] but i guess enough to give him a chance.
the first time he wasnt even acting like a boyfriend. we didnt even hold hands no one even thought we were going out. and thats why i broke up with him. he wanted a second chance so i gave him one. it was november 6th. we went out for 3 weeks and then i broke up with him because, well because he said something that really freaked me out and i didnt know what to do and i cut and run. i realize that now that was a bad idea and i wish i didnt break up with him in the first place. on december 3 i asked him if i could this time have a second chance. he said yes then three or so hours later he broke up with me. i honestly was hurt, becuase this time i really wanted to try to make it work and i dint plan on breaking up with him for a stupid reason. he told me he wanted the weekend to think about it and i said that that was okay. so today [sunday dec 6] he told me that he wanted to give it another shot. so now were going back out:) and its ironic because its still the 6th. we've basically gone out for a month now so we might as well still go by november 6...but idk.
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