why??

have you ever had the feeling where something is yours and you love it so much you want to share it? and once you share you wish you didnt? well i shared something i love. and now i want it back. i want it all to myself. i dont want to be a bitch, i want you to make it, but i still want to be better than you. is that bad? im secretly scared that you will do better than me and i dont want that. its not that i want to do better than you (well actually, yes i do) but i want to be on the same level. ive been doing it longer and i dont want you to pass me up and take it away from me. well i guess we will find out today what happens...break a leg