ballz and weinerz!!!!

okay dont get me wrong i love marissa to death!!!! i relly do. she is one of the greatest friends i could ever have. and i mean that too. but sometimes..AGHHHH!H!H!H!H!H!H!!!!!!!

im in my bikini now and we're going to go into her hot tub now...even though its not thursday yet ;) lol...you wouldnt understand...its a mtch kinda thing. your not cool enuff to under stand...



okay pce

ps if u havent RSVPed yet...do it do it now!!!!!!

taylor paige :)

(41*32+54/2-1)-1336 days left of school!!!!

gahh i just finished the world history final. tha thing was sooooo freaking hard!!!!!!!!!!

i have tanseys final next...its gunna be easy. marissa will prolly copy off me like she does with all tanseys tests. lol.

plans::

monday::
-wear matching teal tank top with marissa
-world history final
-write this blog
-study for algebra II final
-go see pickles;
give him party invitation
-web design final
-eat favorite chips with favorite person (seth) jk...u too marissa
-school gets out
-stay after to get help for algebra II final
-get home study for algebra II final
-make SNICKERDOODLES!!
-study for algebra II final

tuesday::
-wear pjs!!
-algebra II final
-food party in act;
im bringing SNICKERDOODLES!!!!
(yes i'll make extra for you guys)
-go home make party music playlist
-study for language arts final
-do more prep work for party

wedenesday::
-wear soffee shorts...
(need to get some from coco or tater)
and bikini under a white shirt
-spanish II final
-talk to taylor $ims and maizah
-eat favorite chips
-chill with friends
-language arts final
-talk to lexi about six flags and party
-SCHOOL IS OFFICAILLY OVER!!!!!!!!
-SUMMER OFFICAILLY STARTS!!!!!!!!
-walk home with marissa coco and who knows who else.
-do things that we do after school.
-go to marissa and sleep over
-to party prep work

thursday ::
-wake up at marissa's do some party prep work
-a couple people come early to help with party prep work
-PARTY!!!!!!!!!
-marissa coco and lexi sleep over at my house

friday::
-marissa coco and lexi wake up at my house
-pickles seth and josh show up at my house
-158753153467 hour drive
(well its not really that long..an hour or so)
-SIX FLAGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-get back at like 3 am
(lol not really...it will be like 11:30)
-pickles seth and josh go home
-marissa coco and lexi sleep over

saturday::
-marissa comes with me to my nana's house. family does something for my birthday.
-idk what else happens

sunday::
-leave for wisconsin.

sometime in june::
-leave for texas

sometime over the summer::
-marissa visits me in texas

sometime in august::
-come home for JUNIOR YEAR!!!!
-school starts..blah :/




well thats that in a really big nutt shell


p.s. you know you guys wanted to know all that! :)

love you!
forever and always,
taylor paige:)

to Garrett FREAKING Walling

me and marissa want to tell you a little something...
you really need to allow us to post comments on you freaking blog.
we were going to leave you a very amazing comment regaurding a blog, but now you will never see it!!!

i love you!!!!

see marissa's blog.

stress

i dont know wat to do because its the end of the year there is only four [4] more days till school is officially over and i have a sixty-eight [68] in algebra II and i need to get at least a eighty-three [83] on my final to pass the class. if i fail i have to move to texas. and if i move to texas the only good thing that would come of this would be that i would be in georgia for summers and long breaks, but i would rather be here during school time rather than bee here over the summer. all this freaking school stress is enough stress as it is and with pickles [him from previous blog] doing this it doesnt help at all. he's just add more stress than what i already have.

my head hurts so freaking bad and i just want to go lie in a corner and cry myself to sleep. my head has been hurting for two [2] days straight and the fact that i havent eat anything in three [3] days might be contributing to my head hurting but i cant eat when im stressed and sad.

idk i just wish some one could tell me what do do.

just a 6?

Garebear told me too so i am.
haven't bogged lately...ill update u later....
but right now i have something on my mind...

so I'm a 6 in his mind. he's like a 8 close 9.
is 6 good or bad? well i guess its better than a 3...but its really close to 5 so i guess thats what bothers me.
usually with guys I'll just meet them and I'll like them [as like a 2] because it was fun flirting and having fun...like when i first met him i didn't like him like him, i like him as a friend [even though we met in the most random way...[a 'Taylor' kind of way] Taylor as in me, Taylor, and my best friend Taylor] ill tell u the story of how we met later] so anyways as i was saying i only thought of him as a friend at first. then i would see him in the halls i would give him a hug and continue on with my life. then i went to my friends church and she told me that he went there as well and i was like YAY! in my head. i simply told her oh thats cool. i didn't tell her that i that i wanted to go was because of him. at that time he ranked about a 5. that was because by that time we had talked a good amount so i knew a good amount about his life and his past [i don't like where his past led him at all] so once we got to church i saw him and he smelled SOO good! we sat next to each other and half way through the service he was a 6 close to 7. when we [me and my friend] got home from church i thought about telling her that i liked him, [I've liked him longer but that was when i started RELE liking him] but i didn't because i thought she would judge me because of his past[and present] and i thought she would laugh at me because i liked a freshman. i dont care about the fact that he's a freshman its just a freaking grade. if he was short that would be a different story but he's not, he's actually really tall. Tuesday after school he stayed after too and before he got there i was just talking to Garebear and i told him how i felt and how we met and stuff and honestly Garebear's the only one who I've truly talked to about him and Garebear has really helped me. i love Garebear he's like a brother! after me and Garebear kinda talked he texted me saying he was in the commons and so i went out and met him and when we were outside he would hold my hand he would hold me and...yatta yatta. so wednesday[today] after what happened yesterday i wanted to see him cuz after yesterday he was a freaking 8 close to 9. once i got home i called Garebear and asked him to do a favor for me.
the favor was to text him asking on a scale of 1-10 where i ranked. he replied back with a 6. Garebear asked why not less why not more. he replied back with a kinda, she's kinda clingy.
i dont know anymore i really dont. sorry for being"clingy" after what happened yesterday! maybe i just shouldnt get close to anyone anymore.