A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate, When morning comes it will be too late.

okay its in order the way it is,
read "A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate," first then read
"When morning comes it will be too late." after.

A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate

We got in a fight yesterday. [Thursday]

Going back...
Tuesday me and Marissa went to Wal-Mart and Geni got there a little bit after us. The text "ask me any question, I cant lie, I'll tell you the truth.." was going around school and when we were at subway [the one in Wal-Mart] I was like okay I'm sending this message to you guys [Marissa and Geni] and Geni was all I have a question for you but I'll ask you later. So it was later and I'm like oh yeah Geni had a question...so I texted him and he asked me if I was taking our relationship seriously or if it was just something to pass the time by. I told him that of course I was taking the relationship seriously because he means a lot to me I dont even know who to begin to describe how much he means to me and I told him a lot of stuff and I ask him what he thought and I dont know what he said because Marissa accidentally deleted the message so yeah.

When morning comes it will be too late.

Thursday before school Geni was acting kind of weird, he wasn't himself. It was 4th period finals and me and Geni have the same class [Web design] so we sat next to each other and i had chocolate milk [i rarely ever share it] and Geni was trying to take it from me and I didn't let him get, I was just messing around and all I knew if he got it he wouldn't drink any. But I still didn't let him get it. Then Seth asked if he could have some and every time Seth would have chocolate milk he would always share with me so I mean its just Seth so I let him have some and Geni was like what the hell and then he moved seats. He went and sat next to Justin [which where he moved wasn't that far away, I was originally on his right and he moved up one and to the left one, now Justin was on his right.] I asked Justin if he was seriously going to stay there the whole time and he didn't know, he figured he was since he hadn't moved back and Tansey started passing out the tests so he couldn't go back. I was really sad that he left and that I made him mad. Once everyone was done with the test he still wasn't talking to me or anything. I was really sad. Me, Seth, Noel, Devyn and other people were playing BS and then when there was only like 3 minutes left of class everyone was standing at the door and Geni was the closest so he would be the first one out, so I was talking to Justin and I asked him if he knew why he was mad at me and he said no then Justin was all "HEY GENI!" really loud so the whole class could hear and he was like what? and Justin was like "ARE YOU MAD AT TAYLOR?" and he nods his head and I was like what did I do? [to Justin] and then Justin was all "WHAT DID SHE DO?" and Geni was all she knows what she did! and I was like dude Justin I have no clue what I did! Justin what could I have done? and Justin was like are you sure you didn't do anything, Geni's not the type of person to get mad for no reason and when he moved, before he sat down he mumbled "I'm tired of this shit.". Then when the bell rang Geni was out the door and he didn't even wait for me. So I was with Justin and he was like are you okay and I was like I'm fine, I promise and Justin goes, Taylor, you're basically crying, your not fine. Then we just walked around for a while and then he helped me find Geni so I could talk to him and once we found him I was like we need to talk and then Justin left and we [me and Geni] went outside to my trailer and I asked him what I did and he was like do you remember what I asked you on Tuesday and I'm like Are you serious?! Do you really think I'm not serious about our relationship and he said that I haven't been acting like it and I'm just really confused and then the bell rang and he was like "I got to go to class now" and we hugged. and that was it. He didn't even kiss me! Then he left and as I was walking to my trailer coach saw me and he was like Taylor, whats wrong? I said nothing, but you could tell I was lying from the tears running down my face and Coach was like is there anyone you need to talk to and I said yes but he didn't want to talk to me and then Coach asked if I wanted to stay outside for a while and i said yes and I sat down on the stairs and when Tori came, before she even saw that I was crying she could tell that something was wrong and we hugged and I got mascara over her sweater but she didn't care. she let me borrow her dieing phone to text him but her phone died so I used Alex's phone [his phone is pure touch screen] and he never texted me back [because his phone was off, but I didn't know then.] Then I was texting Ashley [DeLong] and then I decided to write him a note. It ended up being 2 pages long, one paper, front and back. The note told him that he means so much to me that no words can even begin to describe it and then it said that the reason I was so upset up it was because i love him and I understand if he doesn't feel the same way it was fine [even though he's said it a bunch of times already]. Yeah, I'm still a kid and I'm to young to know what love is but I do. When the bell rang I found him and we talk and things seemed better. We went outside to where are group hangs out and then Geni was all, I have 3 new texts. I was all oh, those are from me. And as he read one that said that I wanted to tell him something and I wanted to tell him in person not over a text, he was all what did you want to tell me and I was all I love you and we hugged and kissed but I'm pretty sure he didn't say it back. But right now I don't care because he's still in my life and I'm happy. Well i got to go to Wisconsin 2 weeks without my boyfriend! :( *tear*
Well I'm going to play ROCK BAND 2 now. I'll try to blog over the break but my dad doesn't let me use the computer. It sucks. Pce

Luv T.B.T.

cuts all over her wrist....

okay this is starting to get really stupid!

my mom hates by best friend because she thinks [knows] marissa is keeping things from her and its none of my moms business what marissa tells her and doesnt tell her. if my mom wants to know something about me and whats going on in my life then she needs to talk to me about it not my best friend!
geni drove his car to marissa house and she was all i recognize that car in marissa 's driveway. i have seen it at our house once before. how does she remember his freaking car!?!?!??!!? yeah it was a silver scion they are kind of rememberable but still!!!
uhgg, its stupid marissa has nothing to do with it, yeah he was in her basement, but thats because i was there...

MARISSA

hey okay if you read this before tomorrow GREAT if not...damn that sucks!
lol

okay my mom still doesnt know.
but i think i have her convince that it was AJ and Sharif down in the basement with us.
but she recognizes Geni's car!
thats bad!
she isnt as found of you as she use to be because she thinks your keeping things from her...
its stupid she shouldnt care. im her daughter, not you and who gives a rats ass if you're keeping things from her. its my right whether i want her to know things or not!!
uhg.
ill tell you more tomorrow.

im scared to ask if i can call you cause shes hating you right now.
stupid
gtg before i get in trouble
pce

luv T.B.T.

hello

okay so im at my BIFFELS [marissa] house and we just posted the coolest blog!!! its on her page. go check it out!!! okay so AJ is gunna come over to maarissas house and its gunna be super fun!! im not mad at AJ anymore.!!! is all good between us and marissa doesnt believe me even though we just had a full on txt conversation. lol. oh well i think she does believe me!! yay BIFFEL!!! okay well AJ is coming over and we are gunna PARTAY!!! lol not really thats a funny word when you say ot like that! lol well gtg pce!!!

luv T.B.T.

FAIL

haha thats wat she said!!!

DeLONG

Yeah...you might know her, you might not.
well she's in my spanish class and my math class and in math we had to do a project that consisted of making a music video...I know for math how weird...anywho!!...well Ashley, Rebecca, and Rachel are in my group and Rebecca and Rachel wrote the lyrics so me and Ashley had to create the video...idk how it turned out...lol...but I went over to Ashley's house today and we had fun trying to make a music video for a math equation..I had a good time. lol.
I remember last year second semester I use to hate Ashley..but that was before I knew her and I am not going to go into why I didn't like her but she is actually really cool and fun to hang out with. But like everyone says...you cant judge a book by its cover or by the person who has the book. And I did last year. Haha you wont get it, but Marissa and Tori and Tater will! lol
well its 9:12 and I am freaking tired. I was out cold at 8:23 with the lights on and no alarm set last night. lol. so yeah, I am going to sleep now...I will be on tomorrow during fourth period! lol pce

Luv T.B.T.

web design.

Seth and Devyn were being really mean to me and they messed up my computer screen and they turn it upside down and inside out all around like the hokey pokey. because of my boyfriend i forgot what i was going to tell you guys. but all i know is that its fourth period and my boyfriend just bit me and i bit Seth and it reminded me of the time when i bit Shayne and it left a really deep mark for a week or so...then i remembered a time at the apts when i bit Seth so hard he started bleeding. dont worry it was his arm not anything else that your you would be thinking. and my my boyfriend was fingering my wenis.(sp?) [thats your elbow] well....the bells gunna ring in like 10 mins and now he [my boyfriend] is poking my tummy!!!! and it TICKLES!!!!....people are playing the helamacopper game!
pstttt i gotta tell you a secret! come closer!! closer...a little bit closer...okay...i think my boyfriends mad at me and im really really really really really really sad now...im going to go cry in a corner and cut myself!! well no im not really gunna cut my self in a dark emo corner like Marissa. .lol. well bells gunna ring now. pce ttyl :)

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boyfriend

my boyfriend is on the computer next to me and hes being really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really WEIRD...well not really...he's just making a virus...lol

luv T.B.T.

BAM

so i stayed after school today...it was really fun!! sawy this is a short blog but i have to go eat dinner now...today was an amazing day. gtg ttyl pce...finish later

okay so its later.
im in web design...(4th period)
so yesterday me tater tori seth luis and my

My Cousin

Okay, so my cousin sent me a message saying that he was just kidding about being disappointed in me and I'm really relieved that he's not mad at me.

Well my BIFFEL is over and we are going to go to Lake Lanier to see the pretty lights.

Okay so my boyfriend gave me and her a ride home...(oh yeah Seth was in the backseat too.) and as we were passing my house we saw my parents drove by and we all duck and Seth was the first to duck because Ryan HATES Seth. I'm really glad they didn't see us.
gtg finish later.

My Cousin

Okay so my cousin, Jacob, means EVERYTHING to me and when I told him about my boyfriend he said he was disappointed in me. What Jacob says has a really huge impact on me! So I am really sad that he said that. I'm going to keep my boyfriend because he's my boyfriend and I really (x 1248545444...) like him a lot and I dont know what I'm going to do about my cousin. I really hope he's not mad at me!

I'm so confused!!!
I really like a failure to my cousin.
I'm sorry Jacob!!!

love you Taylor Paige

WEB DESIGN!!!

I'm in 4th period.
[Web Design]
We are doing a project.
I havent started it!!
lol

Im really bored.
My totally
Ah-Freaking-Maze-Tastic
BOYFRIEND
Is doing something to
The computers...
It's really weird.
Oh well...he's still my
BOYFRIEND!!!

So today me and my
BIFFEL are going to
Lake Lanier
To see the lights.
Before we go
We want to go to the mall.
But the problem is
My stepdad isn't going
To take us there
And my mom was going
To pick us up. see
My boyfriend can drive
So he was going to
Take us there and back
But my mom doesnt
Want some junior
She has never met
To be driving us
To the mall and
Yeah...

So I'm probably not
Going to be able
To go to the mall
Today. and I wont
Get to see my
BOYFRIEND
After school :(
But he still gets
To drive me home!!!
YAY!!!YAY!!!

I'll be on later.

Luv TBT!!!

FIRST BLOG

TORI MADE ME GET A BLOG!
IM GLAD I DID BECAUSE....WELL IDK WHY I JUST AM. LOL.

SO THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG...
ITS KINDA BORING BUT TRUST ME I WILL HAVE SOMETHING UP HERE LATER...
I HAVE LOT TO TALK ABOUT!!!

SEE IM AT SCHOOL RIGHT NOW AND ITS 5TH PERIOD WHICH IS ACT/LUNCH FOR ME AND MY BESTIE TORI ANN LONGO...
MOST OF YOU READING THIS PROLLY KNOW HER...LOL

WELL THE BELL RANG FOR LUNCH AND I THINK IM GOING TO GET ME A VERY YUMMY CHICKEN SANDWICH WITH RANCH DRESSING AND PICKLES AND LETTUCE AND A REALLY BIG THING OF CHOCOLATE MILK!!! AW...CRAP I CANT GET THAT AMAZING LUNCH BECAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY..IM GOING TO CRY NOW...
WOW IF I CRY THIS WILL BE THE FORTH TIME I CRYIED IN THE PAST FOUR DAYS!!! ISNT THAT KINDA SAD?!?!?! WELL IF ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS START TO CRY AND ON FRIDAY ME AND TORI WERE BOTH CRYING IN ACT...(I'LL TELL YOU WHY IN A LATER BLOG) AND ON FRIDAY AND SATURDAY BY BIFFEL WAS CRYING...(I'LL TELL YOU WHY IN A DIFF BLOG) AND THE OTHER TIMES BECAUSE OF MY BOYFRIEND...(WHICH AGAIN I WILL TELL YOU IN A LATER BLOG).

WELL I AM GOING TO GO MEET UP WITH MY BOYFREIND NOW :)
SO IM GUNNA GO NOW
PCE
LUV TBT