Thursday before school Geni was acting kind of weird, he wasn't himself. It was 4th period finals and me and Geni have the same class [Web design] so we sat next to each other and i had chocolate milk [i rarely ever share it] and Geni was trying to take it from me and I didn't let him get, I was just messing around and all I knew if he got it he wouldn't drink any. But I still didn't let him get it. Then Seth asked if he could have some and every time Seth would have chocolate milk he would always share with me so I mean its just Seth so I let him have some and Geni was like what the hell and then he moved seats. He went and sat next to Justin [which where he moved wasn't that far away, I was originally on his right and he moved up one and to the left one, now Justin was on his right.] I asked Justin if he was seriously going to stay there the whole time and he didn't know, he figured he was since he hadn't moved back and Tansey started passing out the tests so he couldn't go back. I was really sad that he left and that I made him mad. Once everyone was done with the test he still wasn't talking to me or anything. I was really sad. Me, Seth, Noel, Devyn and other people were playing BS and then when there was only like 3 minutes left of class everyone was standing at the door and Geni was the closest so he would be the first one out, so I was talking to Justin and I asked him if he knew why he was mad at me and he said no then Justin was all "HEY GENI!" really loud so the whole class could hear and he was like what? and Justin was like "ARE YOU MAD AT TAYLOR?" and he nods his head and I was like what did I do? [to Justin] and then Justin was all "WHAT DID SHE DO?" and Geni was all she knows what she did! and I was like dude Justin I have no clue what I did! Justin what could I have done? and Justin was like are you sure you didn't do anything, Geni's not the type of person to get mad for no reason and when he moved, before he sat down he mumbled "I'm tired of this shit.". Then when the bell rang Geni was out the door and he didn't even wait for me. So I was with Justin and he was like are you okay and I was like I'm fine, I promise and Justin goes, Taylor, you're basically crying, your not fine. Then we just walked around for a while and then he helped me find Geni so I could talk to him and once we found him I was like we need to talk and then Justin left and we [me and Geni] went outside to my trailer and I asked him what I did and he was like do you remember what I asked you on Tuesday and I'm like Are you serious?! Do you really think I'm not serious about our relationship and he said that I haven't been acting like it and I'm just really confused and then the bell rang and he was like "I got to go to class now" and we hugged. and that was it. He didn't even kiss me! Then he left and as I was walking to my trailer coach saw me and he was like Taylor, whats wrong? I said nothing, but you could tell I was lying from the tears running down my face and Coach was like is there anyone you need to talk to and I said yes but he didn't want to talk to me and then Coach asked if I wanted to stay outside for a while and i said yes and I sat down on the stairs and when Tori came, before she even saw that I was crying she could tell that something was wrong and we hugged and I got mascara over her sweater but she didn't care. she let me borrow her dieing phone to text him but her phone died so I used Alex's phone [his phone is pure touch screen] and he never texted me back [because his phone was off, but I didn't know then.] Then I was texting Ashley [DeLong] and then I decided to write him a note. It ended up being 2 pages long, one paper, front and back. The note told him that he means so much to me that no words can even begin to describe it and then it said that the reason I was so upset up it was because i love him and I understand if he doesn't feel the same way it was fine [even though he's said it a bunch of times already]. Yeah, I'm still a kid and I'm to young to know what love is but I do. When the bell rang I found him and we talk and things seemed better. We went outside to where are group hangs out and then Geni was all, I have 3 new texts. I was all oh, those are from me. And as he read one that said that I wanted to tell him something and I wanted to tell him in person not over a text, he was all what did you want to tell me and I was all I love you and we hugged and kissed but I'm pretty sure he didn't say it back. But right now I don't care because he's still in my life and I'm happy. Well i got to go to Wisconsin 2 weeks without my boyfriend! :( *tear*
Well I'm going to play ROCK BAND 2 now. I'll try to blog over the break but my dad doesn't let me use the computer. It sucks. Pce
Luv T.B.T.
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